Dear Diary,


       I feel this overwhelming urge to write, not because I have something to say but because I'm such an awful writer.  What?! That makes no sense.  If you're horrible at writing, why do you want to write?  Well that's the point, I know I'm a terrible writer.  My grammar is embarrassing (to say the least) and my spelling is pathetic.  I know I have this flaw, and I know that it makes people hesitant to take me seriously.  It's not an excuse, but I would have to admit that growing up in a family and being the only one to graduate from college does not provide opportunities for sophisticated conversation.  In my effort to better myself, I will start to read more and write more.  If anyone reading this and notice any grammatical error, please be advice that I would be happy to hear any suggestion. 

    I really hope that I will be able to commit myself to accomplishing this mission.  In the end, I would like to see myself carry on a conversation or writing a letter without being fearful of making a mistake.  That is my goal.  Do pray for me.

San Thach

Dear Diary,

       Have you ever Loved someone so much that you feel like you could do anything for them.  I'm not talking about one of those cop out answer where you one say "I'll die for you."  I think that dying for a belief is hard but fairly easy.  The action is quick and easy.  All you need is a syringe needle or a loaded hand gun, and you can easily die for someone.  But how about living for something that you believe in.  How much harder is that!  To change your lifestyle, to give up what you value most in your life for that belief to have A Great Sacrifice. 

Point?!?  Dying for God is hard, but Living for Him is nearly impossible, but well worth it!

Dear Diary,

    It's been so long since I wrote to you.  I hope that you have not miss me.  To tell you the truth, I have not even thought about you once.  But today, I felt like writing because my friend Christina comment that I have not written on here for a while.  Beside writing about things that happen can be therapeutic. 

     So what's been happening in my life.  Well I graduated from University of California Santa Barbara.  I have a BA in film and media studies.  I know work for Walt-Disney Feature Animation (working on the new movie Bolt).  Through out my life, I have come to realized that all the hard times and bad times are just testing from God to see if I am faithful to him.  I'm not saying that believing and loving God will bring comfort or peace around you, but I know that Loving God has lead me to the person that I am today!  And Gosh darn it, I'm pretty happy!

Until Next time! I will miss you!

San Thach